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Maren takes the sphinx trophy and gets in bed. In her dreams, Mrs. Harmon tells her that Sully is not nice. She disagrees when Maren says she and Sully are alike. The dream changes, and Maren is now beneath the pile of coats at Jamie’s house, and her mother is calling for her to wake up. She wakes to find Sully in a chair, watching her sleep. When she confronts him, he reveals that Frank is his son, which makes Sully Maren’s grandfather.
Sully explains that the Yearlys stole Frank from him. He has been waiting to connect with Maren since he couldn’t get to his son. Maren then realizes that he’s going to kill her. Sully reminds her that he eats the dead but says they don’t always die on their own time. When he pins her arms to the bed, she manages to knock him off balance with her hips, grabs the sphinx, and hits him in the head. He stops moving after a second blow.
Maren makes it to the road and sees Travis’s empty car, which she then drives to his house. She finds $700 in a shoe in Travis’s closet. Maren decides to follow Lee back to Tingley, Virginia. She sleeps at a campsite that night and dreams about Sully, but this time he hits her with the trophy. The next day, Maren goes to the high school in Tingley, and the secretary dials Kayla’s number for her. Kayla says that Lee isn’t there and that she hasn’t seen him since the last time he visited. They agree to talk at eight o’clock when Kayla gets off.
They meet in the parking lot of an ice cream parlor, where Kayla says that she passed her driver’s test. Maren gives her the car. She tells Kayla that Lee loves her and wants to protect her. Maren says she’ll go back to Wisconsin, and Kayla says she’ll tell Lee where Maren is if she sees him.
Maren hitchhikes to Kentucky. While hiking through the woods one day, she finds a barn. She stays in the loft for weeks. Finally, she gets bored enough to leave. She hitchhikes close enough to Bridewell Hospital to walk the rest of the way. Maren is delighted to find Lee there, sitting on the tailgate of the truck. He says he has been there every day for a week. She tells him about Sully, and Lee reminds her that family is overrated. Lee also thinks she might have killed Sully, since he was obviously good at tracking her. He asks if she’ll see her father again, but she doesn’t answer.
Barry’s truck dies a month later while Lee and Maren are staying at Laskin National Park. An inbound college senior named Keri-Ann Watt picks them up while they hitchhike. At campus, she says they can stay with her, and they help her move in. She keeps touching Lee, which annoys Maren. It also irritates her that Keri-Ann has so much makeup, and it gets worse when Keri-Ann tells Maren she’d be attractive with more effort.
Keri-Ann has Lee sleep in her room on an air mattress while Maren lies on a couch in the common room. Security wakes her up and asks if she’s a student. They go to Keri-Ann’s room, but Keri-Ann smirks and says she doesn’t know Maren. Outside, Maren runs away from the guard, who doesn’t follow her.
She falls asleep on a park bench by the lake, and Lee is there when she wakes up. He says there’s no rush because he has eaten Keri-Ann. Over the next few days, Maren wears Keri-Ann’s black clothes and uses her student ID to access the college library, where she starts reshelving books. She doesn’t know what Lee does during the day, but he brings her food each evening when he returns.
Maren likes the environment and the people. One day, when she returns to her book after using the restroom, she finds the tail and collar of Puss, Mrs. Harmon’s cat, lying on the pages. She goes back to the dorm room, where Sully is waiting with a knife. She doesn’t believe him when he says Lee is dead. Maren tells Sully that Lee “eats people the world is better off without” (271). Lee comes in while they are struggling over a knife. He pulls Sully off her and tells her to wait in the bathroom, where she sits in the bathtub. Eventually, Lee comes in and brushes his teeth. He says he felt like he needed to come back early and can’t believe how close he came to losing her. Lee sees something protruding from Sully’s bag. He takes out the rope and looks horrified.
When he pulls the whole rope out, it’s longer than Maren thought. Lee says it is “the most repulsive thing [he’s] ever seen” (274). After Maren showers, she looks at Keri-Ann’s copy of The Strange Case of Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde. Lee says he loves her expression when she reads. He found some money and Mrs. Harmon’s jewelry—including the locket with Douglas’s picture—in Sully’s bag. There is also silver flask. Lee takes a drink of whiskey, and Maren joins him. Though it disgusts her, she drinks until nothing bothers her.
Lee undresses and he says it’s only been three months since they met. She admires his body as he gets in bed with her and asks if she’s okay. Then he laughs and says she’s going to have a hangover. He touches her hair and says Sully would have used it for his rope. He kisses her neck, which is where they usually start when eating someone. Maren says he should stop and notices that her stomach is rumbling.
Maren wakes up with “the bad taste” in her mouth (280). She wishes Lee hadn’t let her eat him. She hates that he is now another name in her journal.
The next day, she sees a student named Jason watching her in the library. She sits at a table across from him and reads The Legends of Babylon, enjoying his attention. He passes her a note that recommends I Dreamed of the Tigris if she is interested in Babylon. They exchange notes for a few more minutes, and she pretends to be a student.
His name is Jason. When he asks if she has a boyfriend, she says yes. One day she sees a man in the aisles. He has noticed that she is always shelving the books. He tells her that shelvers make $6.50 an hour and that she has to register with the library director. His name is Wayne, and he’s a Library Science PhD student. Maren likes that he respects her.
She looks for rooms to rent in the campus newspaper that evening. She uses Travis’s money to pay for a room at a house where two other women board. Over the next few weeks, she thinks about Travis occasionally and often talks with Jason at the library. One day, Jason asks if he can open the locket around her neck. When he sees Douglas Harmon’s picture, he says he is a handsome man. Embarrassed to be wearing a memento of someone else’s love, Maren never wears the locket again.
Weeks later, she’s still wearing black, but begins wearing skirts and lace stockings, thinking that Jason might like seeing her legs. Jason invites her to Thanksgiving dinner, but she declines. In December, he follows Maren as she leads him to the quietest area of the library. After she takes off her shirt, she says it’s just to keep it clean, and then asks him if he knows the Dewey decimal number for cannibalism: 391.9. When he jokes that she might be a succubus, she tells him that 133 is the Dewey decimal number for demonology. She tells Jason that she will eat him, throat first, if he doesn’t leave. When he says he didn’t know how twisted she was, Maren says that no one ever does.
The final chapters contain two pivotal scenes that will chart the remainder of Maren’s progression: the deaths of Sully and Lee. They happen in two very different ways, although they each involve another round of cannibalism.
Sully reflects a dark side of Identity and Self-Acceptance: He knows and embraces who he is. Sully invades Maren’s space—although, of course, it is Keri-Ann’s space—and attacks her. Lee comes back in time to help, and he eats Sully. During the fight with Sully, Maren suddenly thinks he is pitiful and wretched. Whatever her mother has been to her, she gave Maren more than anyone will ever give Sully. She thinks he “would never know what it felt like to be loved—or near enough to it” (270). At this point, Maren understands that The Need for Connection and Understanding is necessary, and that Sully’s dark nature is a result of giving up on human connection.
Maren’s gratitude toward Lee strengthens their connection, but it also leads to his death. When she and Lee are in bed together, they both want to be physical, but Maren warns him that they shouldn’t. After his continued advances, Maren eats him, although the action happens off the page. In the morning, she says that Lee “had made me pure. He’d let me do it” (280). Maren gives Lee an opportunity to care about someone. Although she regrets eating him, it is also an act of mercy. Through her act, which Lee understands, Maren can give Lee the peace that life did not. She wishes that he had kept his distance, but now she can’t take it back.
Mrs. Harmon returns in these chapters, via a dream Maren has, to share a philosophy on pain and knowledge that help lead Maren to self-acceptance. Mrs. Harmon says that the “ugly things in life” (241) have the most potential to grant knowledge and understanding. If Maren is going to live, she must accept that pain and ugliness are part of life. If she can commit to learning from the requisite ugliness that her life must entail—which includes her own monstrosity—she can keep making progress, even if it’s not the life she would have chosen. This contrasts with Sully’s proclamation to Maren that “[e]very kid’s a mistake” (244). Maren can no longer afford to view herself as a mistake because she didn’t create herself. She is the product of two other peoples’ choices and actions—however painful and ugly—and neither of those people is in a position to help her.
When Maren takes off the locket after Jason’s compliment, it is a final sentimental moment of the acceptance of her reality and identity. She doesn’t want to wear “a reminder of the love of somebody else’s life, when I could never have one of my own” (288). Maren destroyed Lee, who could have been that love.
The symbolism of the sphinx also factors heavily into these chapters. When Maren first encounters the trophy, it is a sweet ode to Mrs. Harmon’s husband, something he earned through his precocious understanding of human nature. Then she sees that Sully has it and eventually uses it to wound him enough to escape. Finally, she poses a test, or riddle, for Jason in the library. She allows him to ask his questions and to pursue her, just as the Sphinx of Greek mythology allowed travelers to question her but never forced them to accept the riddle, enforcing only the consequences of their answers. Lee failed the same test, and he ends up catalogued as an entry in her journal, similar to the library system that she uses to issue her warning to Jason. The ending is ambiguous, but Jason’s persistence in the face of Maren’s warning suggests that he accepts her for who she is and has made his choice.