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For the next week, Jolene hides from her family and finds comfort in wine and sleeping pills. She calls Carl in Germany, still feeling Tami’s condition is her fault. In mid-October, Michael tells Jolene she is going to court with him. Jolene tries to refuse, but Michael will not back down. They arrive at the courthouse, and Jolene sits behind the defense table. She watches the trial begin and is amazed as Michael makes his opening statement in Keith’s defense. At one point, he turns to Jolene and says he is proud of her military service. Michael argues that PTSD is the cause of Keith’s actions. When Michael sits down, Jolene sees how much his attitude toward the military has changed.
At lunch break, Michael goes to Jolene and apologizes again for his selfishness. Jolene feels her love and passion for him return. Michael then takes Jolene to Keith, who asks to speak to her. They sit across a table from each other, and Keith tells her to return to her family and talk to Michael. Jolene realizes how much Keith understands her situation and struggle.
Michael and Jolene return to an empty house, as Mila has taken the girls out for dinner. They go to Jolene’s room, where she admits she is in trouble and questions if she is like Keith. Michael goes to kiss her, and Jolene does not stop him. Jolene then says it is not too late for them, but she is not ready. Michael goes to her nightstand and retrieves her wedding ring. He puts it on her finger, tells her she will be, and leaves the room. As Jolene falls asleep, she promises Tami that she will finally return to her family tomorrow.
Jolene wakes the next morning, determined to give up her wine and sleeping pills. She also decides not to be afraid and to be more open with her daughters. Jolene prepares for the day and goes into the kitchen to make pancakes. She chats with Michael and realizes that they will be okay. The phone rings, and Michael answers it. When he hangs up, he takes Jolene into her room and tells her Tami died last night. Jolene immediately panics and swallows three sleeping pills. As she does, she feels all of her courage drain away.
On the morning of Tami’s funeral, Mila helps Jolene shower and dress. As they drive through town in the funeral procession, they see hundreds of people waving at the hearse as it goes by. The Zarkades family arrives at the cemetery and walks to Tami’s casket among hundreds of other people. Jolene holds her head high as she walks to honor her friend and her uniform.
After a minister speaks, Captain Lomand presents Carl with a folded American flag, and two rows of soldiers deliver the 21-gun salute. Tami’s family and relatives place a rose atop her casket. Jolene then walks forward, sets her rose on the casket, and tells her friend goodbye. She serves as an honorary pallbearer. The procession reaches the grave site, and three helicopters appear in the sky.
In the week following the funeral, Jolene returns to her wine and sleeping pills. She knows she is letting her family down again. One morning in November, Michael enters her room with Seth. He says they need to go clean out Tami’s locker. When Jolene and her family arrive at the hangar, Michael takes Lulu to the bathroom while Jolene, Betsy, and Seth head toward the locker room. When she enters the hangar, Jolene sees a Black Hawk and freezes. She moves toward the cockpit, staring inside. Jolene pulls out of her trance and takes the teens to Tami’s locker. She pulls out the contents and sees a letter with her name on it. Jolene knows she will not be able to read it until she is stronger.
In Keith’s trial, Michael works tirelessly to prove the veteran was incapable of premeditated murder. He uses Keith’s testimony as part of his defense, knowing the jury will want to hear it directly from him. After six days of deliberation, the jury finds Keith not guilty of first-degree murder. However, they do find him guilty of second-degree murder. Michael immediately tells Keith they will appeal, but Keith disagrees. He feels he deserves this verdict and thanks Michael for his hard work. A bailiff then leads Keith out of the courtroom.
Michael reflects on the trial as he drives home. When he enters the house, he sees that Betsy and Lulu have been fighting. Michael goes to Jolene’s room and sees her holding Tami’s letter in bed. He moves to the nightstand and takes the wine bottle. Michael tells Jolene he is working hard to heal their family, but she is doing nothing. She says she cannot do any better and rolls over.
The next day, Carl hosts an end-of-life celebration for Tami. Jolene struggles with her emotions, but by 7 o’clock at night, she walks across the yard with her family to Tami’s house. She enters the house and sees a picture she took of Tami a few weeks before the accident. Suddenly, a door slams, causing her to scream and fall to the floor. Betsy is embarrassed and reacts angrily, asking her mother what is wrong with her. Jolene apologizes as she tries to stand and sees everyone looking at her with pity.
Jolene limps to the door and leaves. Michael catches up to her and asks to help her, but she tells him to leave her alone. Jolene goes to her bedroom and tries to slam the door. She loses her footing and falls, so she rips off her prosthesis and throws it across the room. Jolene then struggles into the bathroom, where she falls again, crying out in pain. Michael bursts in and holds his wife as she sobs. When she calms, Michael helps her onto the toilet. When Jolene finishes, he helps her dress and kisses the scar on her residual leg. Michael looks at her with such love that Jolene cannot deny he has changed. Michael carries his wife to their bedroom upstairs, where they make love.
Afterward, Michael asks Jolene why she never answered his letter. She says she never received it because the week leading up to the crash was so busy, and the internet was unreliable. Michael then tells Jolene that he asked her to give him a second chance in the letter. They talk about how Michael’s grief after his father’s death made it easy for him to blame Jolene for his pain. They apologize to each other, and Michael asks Jolene to tell him about her time in Iraq. She tells him he may read her journal. She also agrees to talk to Dr. Cornflower.
Suddenly, Mila pounds on the door and says Betsy and Seth are missing. Michael and Jolene go downstairs to join Mila and Carl in the search for the teens. When Lulu expresses her fear, Jolene embraces her and promises her that she will get better. Mila then takes Lulu to bed as Michael and Carl call friends for information. Eventually, a police car arrives with two officers. As Jolene listens to Carl explain the situation to the officers, she realizes where the teens are: the Crab Pot.
Michael and Jolene drive to the restaurant and find Betsy and Seth inside holding the Polaroids of the families. Jolene tells Betsy that they will take Seth home and have an honest conversation about Jolene’s experience. When they return home, Jolene gets everyone settled and thinks of Keith’s advice to come home to her family. Jolene and Betsy begin talking, and Jolene reassures her daughter that she will never stop loving her. Betsy hugs her mom as she sobs, saying she loves her, too.
Michael and Jolene go to Dr. Cornflower’s office a week later. Jolene is feeling more like herself, though she still suffers from flashbacks. The couple sits in Dr. Cornflower’s office. When she hesitates about where to start, Dr. Cornflower asks Jolene why she joined the military. Eventually, Jolene explains that she wants to start by discussing her nightmares.
In early December, Jolene and Michael return to the rehab center for Jolene’s permanent prosthesis. Jolene immediately loves the look and feel of it, regaining much of her confidence. After physical therapy on her new leg, Jolene thanks Conny for saving her, but he says she did everything. When Michael and Jolene leave the building, she runs to the car excitedly. Michael drops Jolene off at home and continues to his office. Jolene goes inside and reads another letter from Sarah, who lost her second leg to infection.
In mid-December, Jolene and Michael fly to Washington, DC. While in the air, Michael tells his wife that Lomand says her new prosthesis will allow her to begin flying small helicopters again when she is ready.
Once in Washington, DC, Jolene dresses in her class A uniform, realizing this might be the last time she will ever wear it. Jolene and Michael walk past the Vietnam War Memorial and take a cab to Walker Reed Medical Center. There, Jolene visits Sarah. Jolene tells Sarah who she is and apologizes for not responding to her letters. She then offers Sarah advice and encouragement based on her own experience, but she knows just being with Sarah is the most important thing she can do. When Michael comes into the room sometime later, he sees his wife watching over Sarah. He tells Jolene he is proud of her, and Jolene wipes away her tears in symbolism of her new life.
Jolene sits in a chair on the beach the following summer as her family, Carl, and Seth play in the sand. With shaking hands, she opens Tami’s letter and reads it. Tami tells her not to be sad and to stop crying over her death. She also asks Jolene to take care of Seth and tell him about her. Tami encourages Jolene to be happy and reminds her that she has her six. Jolene returns the letter to the envelope and sees Tami in the chair beside her.
Betsy runs up to Jolene to show her a yellow ribbon she found. Jolene stands and takes the ribbon. She watches it flutter in the breeze before letting it go and saying goodbye to Tami. Jolene then joins her family on the beach, walking hand-in-hand with Betsy.
The closing chapters of the novel illustrate that the way to heal Deployment and PTSD’s Impact on Soldiers and Their Families is through connection and communication. At the novel’s climax, Jolene experiences a traumatic flashback during Tami’s memorial because of the sound of a slamming door. As a result of her pain and embarrassment, she runs away from her friends and family, ending up helpless and alone on her bathroom floor. When Michael arrives to help her, he kisses her scar, symbolizing his unconditional love and support for her. More significant than his love, however, is the fact that Jolene accepts it, allowing herself to be vulnerable with him. Only when she agrees to open up to him about what she experienced in Iraq and what she is going through at home does her healing truly begin, showing that the path to recovery and reintegration after deployment is through open and honest communication.
The same holds for resolving The Conflict Between Military Duty and Motherhood. Part of what drove Jolene to flee Tami’s memorial was Betsy’s reaction to her traumatic flashback. Confused and embarrassed by her mother’s reaction to an ordinary sound, Betsy lashes out angrily at her, and Jolene feels as though their relationship is broken beyond repair. Betsy runs away, too, unable to take any more conflict and trauma. When Jolene reconnects with Michael, however, her mind clears enough to realize how much her daughters need her and how much she needs them. The way their conflict resolves shows that at its core were misunderstandings fueled by their inability to talk to each other about their feelings. After Betsy and Jolene finally communicate openly about what has been happening in their family, they begin to heal their relationship. Betsy comes to understand the choices her mother has made and the struggles she is facing, helping her recognize her mother’s love for her and understand that she has been doing her best under difficult circumstances. Like Michael, she also learns to respect her mother’s dedication to her military career and colleagues. Jolene’s emotional honesty provides the foundation to repair the damage her family sustained during her deployment and helps her fully integrate her identities as both soldier and mother.
Keith Keller’s trial plays a role in Jolene’s healing, too, by opening up communication among Michael, Keith, Dr. Cornflower, and Jolene about the PTSD symptoms she is experiencing. Observing Michael’s impassioned defense of Keith as a war veteran proves to Jolene how much he has changed and how profoundly he understands what she is going through, nudging her toward the open communication that she and Michael need to repair their relationship. Talking with Keith herself during recess provides her with an empathetic perspective, helping Jolene recognize that she is not alone in her suffering. Keith’s advice provides another nudge toward the vulnerability that will help her come back to her family after Tami’s death. When Jolene receives her permanent prosthesis, a symbol of her complete healing, she pays forward what she has learned from Keith about the importance of connecting with others as a part of healing from trauma by reaching out to Sarah, the amputee whose letters she had initially ignored. Sitting by Sarah’s bedside at the hospital, the connection she feels with her fellow soldier heals the last of her emotional wounds.
The final piece of healing communication in the novel is Tami’s letter to Jolene. Jolene’s grief for Tami functions as a barometer for trauma and recovery. The night that Jolene initially determines to do better is the night Tami dies, which throws her into a deeper depression. Tami’s celebration of life is the site of Jolene’s final breakdown, and the sight of her daughter and Tami’s son clutching pictures of their families is what finally pushes Jolene toward healing. When Jolene finds it in Tami’s locker, she knows she will not be able to read it until she is stronger. Thus, when she reads it while sitting on the beach watching her family, it symbolizes that Jolene has reached the point where she and her family will continue improving and growing closer together. Without Tami’s forethought to write to her friend, Jolene would have carried her grief and pain with her for the remainder of her life. Tami’s letter solidifies Jolene’s full recovery, allowing her to forgive herself for not being able to save her friend and providing her with a reminder that as she returns to her normal life, Tami will always be with her in spirit.
By Kristin Hannah