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Overweight and depressed at age 24, Goggins transformed his life (and got ready for Navy SEAL training) by taking control of his future despite the wrongs done to him in the past. Becoming personally accountable and reframing abuses became the foundation of his “Mental Lab,” his metaphor for the mental training he advocates to the reader. Early influences on the concept appear in his childhood memories, and he continues applying the process throughout the post-military projects the memoir details.
In Chapter 1, Goggins reveals that his personal metamorphosis, military career, racing feats, and literary success are rooted in personal accountability. Without it, he would have continued to use his childhood traumas as a “get-out-of-jail-free card” (30). Goggins explains that being hurt by others’ actions can lead to a sense of entitlement, the feeling of deserving ease in life because of underserved past suffering. This type of thinking, he argues, breeds laziness and weakness. Realizing this at age 24, Goggins decided that although the abuse and racism of his childhood were not his fault, only he could take responsibility for his future. He calls this choosing resilience.
Goggins sees the pitfalls of entitlement in parenting styles that shield children from discomfort. He credits his grandfather with letting him fight his own battles, as Sergeant Jack did not step in when teenage Goggins faced racist threats or vandalism: “Whether he knew it or not, the man was training me to be a savage” (138). Although as a child Goggins resented Sergeant Jack’s lack of sympathy, Goggins now warns against pity, which also feeds entitlement. He argues that everyone faces unfair injury and must learn to be resilient.
This is a lifelong process, and Goggins struggles with the temptations of self-pity after a surgeon botches his arthroscopic knee procedure. The damage is so monumental that it could easily be an excuse for Goggins to quit pushing himself, and the idea is comforting. Instead, however, he opts for a painful, risky procedure and an excruciating recovery, seeing the alternative as mediocrity. Afterwards, he takes charge of his own physical therapy, saying that regaining what he lost is on him.
Personal accountability is also key to Goggins’s ideas of leadership and delegation of responsibilities. During his first Moab attempt, he instructs his crew that they have one job: to not get him lost. Nevertheless, over 100 miles into the trail, his pacer leads him off course, adding 15 extra miles to a 240-mile race. Goggins admits to the reader that he is frustrated but does not show anger to his team. Rather, he thinks, “I was the one at fault” (168). He reasons that he should have monitored his own GPS and merely used his pacer as a backup navigator. He also argues that a good leader reacts to mistakes by addressing the aftermath, not by pointing fingers.
Goggins promises readers a gameplan for developing resilience, and the first assignment is to stop using past injuries as excuses for immobility. He acknowledges the temptation and comfort of entitlement, but in recounting his story, he seeks to demonstrate the transformative results of cutting away emotional baggage.
David Goggins does not think of himself as an ultra-athlete because endurance races do not constitute his identity. “They are tools,” he explains: “Each one provides me a stockpile of faith” (302). His physical feats are merely evidence of his mental strength, assuring him that he can keep moving forward even when his goals seem unattainable.
Dropping out of Pararescue school over fear of the water exercises—despite being in top physical fitness—haunted Goggins as he prepared for Navy SEAL training, so he focused on mental conditioning. Although he needed to lose over 100 pounds, he stopped worrying about his body and challenged his mind to handle pressure. Physical workouts were evaluations of his mental strength, and endurance feats became his resilience archive. He refers to this process as working in his Mental Lab, where he recreated himself. He even invented a new identity, an alter-ego: “a savage who refused to quit under almost any circumstance” (70). As proof, he recounts enduring three Hell Weeks and training with broken bones to become a Navy SEAL.
Before running Leadville, Goggins worries that he has lost his savage mentality, using the image of being locked out of his Mental Lab to illustrate his anxiety. He is still working out twice daily, but his hesitation to enter the race makes him fear that his mind has gone soft. When he arrives in Aspen for the race, however, his body is wrecked. He has trouble breathing, his muscles are knotted, and his pace is sluggish. His physical condition is so alarming that Kish offers to cancel his entry. Then, Goggins taps into his memories of overcoming trials in previous races and knows he can lean on those experiences. He stays committed to Leadville because his mind is ready. Likewise, on race day, he feels he reclaims his savage alter-ego based not on his speed but on his hunger.
The Moab races reveal a similar trend. When he and his pacer get lost, Goggins does not excuse himself for mentally going on autopilot, despite having run for 24 hours already. Physically, he is much more lenient. Having his knee drained less than a week before race day, to him, leaves the joint “good enough.” He thinks that in his athletic prime, he would not have considered running 240 miles on a recently drained knee, but back then he was “not yet the mental beast” who ran Moab 2020 (224).
Over 200 miles into his second Moab, Goggins has a bloody skin rash, burning blisters, and a tendon that feels near rupturing. He leaves the trail for a lakeside toilet just to sit down and does not want to finish the last 33 miles. He then feels his alter-ego take over his mind and returns to the trail with such drive that he outruns his pacer, who is himself an ultra-runner and has fresh legs. Goggins’s body has not healed, but his mindset has changed.
Goggins uses past physical feats as a reservoir of mental resilience. He accesses those archives when under pressure, to remind himself of his capabilities. He requires maximum preparation and performance from his mind because mental strength can compensate for physical problems.
Using everything is key to Goggins’s mental boot camp. He issues the directive “Never waste a fucking thing” and argues that time (57), emotions, experiences, and energy are all valuable for self-transformation. This is closely related to the idea of lifelong learning, which is also key to Goggins’s philosophy; he believes every experience is a lesson, which should be archived in the mind to prepare for future challenges. He warns against wasting the value of a difficult experience by wishing for it to end instead of growing from it. Humility, realizing there is always more to learn, can turn every experience into a stepping stone. Therefore, Goggins finds beauty in tough times.
For example, Goggins views painful memories and negative emotions as raw materials that can be transformed into motivation for self-improvement. He describes using his childhood trauma and adult failures to drive his transformation before Navy SEAL training. He uses the metaphor of a laboratory for his mind and says he dissected and studied past emotional scars, turning them into evidence of resilience that he could tap into during future challenges. The idea of using everything also comes into play in Goggins’s races. He does not enter ultramarathons just to finish; he gives maximum effort. Describing Leadville, he says that “crossing the finish line with any amount of unburned fuel is a cardinal sin” (110). Moreover, his experiences of giving his all physically—and the breakdown afterwards—contain valuable lessons in resilience for his mental archives.
Goggins’s idea of self-leadership similarly involves using one’s full capabilities rather than simply meeting minimum standards. He illustrates this through his description of Captain Connolly in Air Assault School, where Connolly elevated all the candidates by testing the full extent of his own abilities. Goggins practices this form of leadership at smokejumper training, although as the oldest rookie he feels expectations for him are lower. In Evolution 7, Goggins urges the reader to go beyond known abilities and discover the outer limits of what is possible.
Using everything is in fact a recurring theme in the exercises Goggins prescribes to readers. The assignment in Evolution 2 is to create audio recordings of negative thoughts, such as painful memories, fears, and insults. Repeatedly hearing the stories will neutralize them, empowering the listener with resilience. One type of recording Goggins particularly recommends involves voicing self-doubt and excuses that prevent action. Neutralizing hesitations saves another resource: time. Goggins says his transformation began with “living every day with a sense of urgency” after wasting too much time feeling trapped by his past (32). He uses the analogies of EMTs treating a critical injury and a skydiver opening a backup parachute to emphasize that time is limited and stakes are high. He mentions the possibility of waiting too long to act and dying without any accomplishments.
Goggins concedes that the process of mining difficult emotions and experiences can be painful, just as there is pain in pushing oneself physically and mentally to realize personal capabilities. However, he offers his transformation as proof of the exercises’ power. Using everything in life as a tool for self-improvement ensures that one’s personal growth will never be finished.