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Jacqueline WoodsonA modern alternative to SparkNotes and CliffsNotes, SuperSummary offers high-quality Study Guides with detailed chapter summaries and analysis of major themes, characters, and more.
Music fills Melody’s grandparents’ brownstone Brooklyn home. At the top of the stairs, she takes in the Black bodies breathing life into the orchestra. Through the window, she sees White passersby pausing to listen to the musicians’ rendition of Prince’s risqué song “Darling Nikki.” The room is also filled with color; the colors of her grandmother’s sorority—that her mother would never pledge—and her grandfather’s fraternity. Melody is finally 16. She wears the dress her mother, Iris, was meant to wear during her own ceremony but didn’t because Melody was already growing in her belly. Melody’s eyes find Iris at the bottom of the stairs, but she quickly looks away to find her father—or just anyone but Iris.
Earlier they’d bickered over Melody’s choice as she struggled to pull on stockings, corset, and garters. At some point in their lives, everything between them had become stained. Iris’s disapproval of the music angers Melody; this is her ceremony, not her mother’s. As years of distance rises in Melody, the only word she can think of is “dissipate” (7). Instead, she vocalizes that Iris should have waited and that her mother regrets having her. Though Iris denies this, Melody doesn’t like the tone of her voice, noticing a pause that might belie her point. They argue again—about the music, about sex, about grammar—until Iris asks if Melody is having a regular period. Melody is shocked and embarrassed, but Iris is adamant that her daughter hears what she never did: that motherhood is “on the other side of pregnancy” (12). Melody stirs uncomfortable, suddenly feeling the weight of her mother’s life on her. Iris wanted Melody from the moment she knew she was pregnant, but the wanting changed eventually. She hopes her daughter will understand when she’s older. For now, Melody remembers when all she wanted was her mother, and how many fights led them to this moment.
Melody descends the stairs. She fights tears back as her breath catches beneath “Darling Nikki,” feeling that her childhood is over. Melody can feel the generations before filling the house. Malcolm, Melody’s escort and closest friend, takes her hand and leads her to the dance floor. The rest of the room joins in, teenage feet clashing against elder. Suddenly, Melody no long feels like Melody, but like a narrative remembered.
Aubrey watches Melody descend the stairs and wonders where the years have gone. From a “cry into the night” to an apology to, finally, the woman in front of him (21). Watching her, Aubrey doesn’t know what to do with his hands—with himself. He cries and places them in his pockets, but when Iris shoots him a look, he grapples again. He never knows the right thing to do.
His entire life, Aubrey has craved something he couldn’t name. As a child, he thought it was to know his father. When he finally learns that his father died of a heroin overdose before Aubrey could walk, the wanting does not go away. He’d look at his light-skinned, blonde mother and wonder how she could have given birth to him, with his “deeply tanned skin” and dark eyes (28). When he asks, his mother laughs and says that the Black ancestors beat out the White ancestors before he was born.
With Melody, the ancestors gave her his skin, but everything else about her is Iris. As he watches her dance with Malcolm, fear starts to rise within him. Melody can tell him anything, but would she come to him if she needed to talk about sex? Suddenly, he would give anything to ensure Melody could remain this young forever.
Iris passes Aubrey, and he wonders if she ever truly loved him. But she leaves before he can ask—like she always does. When she accepts his outreached hand, he wonders if this was who he was always meant to be: Melody’s father, but only Iris’s friend.
He watched the caterers move about and remembers the meals of his youth: “Reagan’s cheese and Taystee Bread,” sometimes just gum (31). He remembers the bad days, when the pain from hunger was so bad that he’d open the fridge repeatedly, hoping each time there would suddenly be something to eat.
Iris tells him they should dance now. When he jokingly asks if that’s in the rule book, she calls him passive-aggressive and takes her hand away. Once again, he feels completely lost.
Iris starts smoking her sophomore year at Oberlin. She is lonely but feels that her years in college are moving too quickly. She has a picture of her, Aubrey, and Melody on her desk, but her life with them already feels long ago.
Her parents bought the brownstone months before Melody was born. Aubrey cried when she moved to the mostly White neighborhood, but he was living with them a few months later when his mother entered hospice care. Iris thought her time at Oberlin would make up for the time she’d lost being pregnant and nursing Melody. She’d only been 15 when she got pregnant and was too unfamiliar with her own body to recognize it before the girls in her class whispered it to her in the halls. When Iris told her mother, Sabe screamed and cried, begging God to make it not so. But as her mother raged, Iris held her belly and swore to keep it.
At Oberlin, staring at the picture, she wonders why she’d “been so damn adamant” (41). Her life plan always included college and a prestigious job; it was never meant to include Aubrey. Iris never thought she would get pregnant. They usually used a condom, but she thought she was too young to have a fully formed baby inside her. Staring at that picture, Iris remembers her mother’s chants of “You’re fifteen” and realizes that, at 15, she wasn’t “even anybody yet” (43, 44).
Chapter 1 establishes the major setting and introduces one of the main characters of the text. Melody speaks to readers through a poetic, first-person lens, describing the music filling her grandparents’ home in a melodic cadence. The opening lines’ focus on music is important; music—particularly characters’ relationships to music—is a motif used frequently by Woodson. In this scene, the music lifts Melody above the others in the room. It also serves as a source of conflict between Melody and Iris. Their relationship is clearly strained, evinced by Melody’s insistence in calling her mother Iris and their harsh words passed through clenched teeth. Melody’s choice of song, the risqué and beloved “Darling Nikki,” is an odd choice for the teen; when her mother tries to initiate a conversation about sex, Melody preaches abstinence, becoming flustered, and cannot even utter the word sex. The song, then, highlights the thematic importance of desire. Desire will be explored in many ways as the novel progresses, but Chapter 1 presents Melody as a product of unmitigated, naïve desire. She was born of youthful passion to two teens who didn’t quite understand what their bodies could do.
The chapter’s focus on Melody’s age centers the narrative as an adaptation of the bildungsroman genre; as Melody descends the stairs, she is ascending into adulthood. The ceremony is a marker of that and of her family’s’ expectations for her to inherit and continue their legacy. Legacy, inheritance, and narrative are examined throughout the text to articulate each character’s relationship to generational trauma and familial ties. The most important moment of Chapter 1 is the tense interaction between Melody and Iris as Melody dresses. The clothing Melody struggles to don, because it is the very outfit Iris was meant to wear at her ceremony, represents the roles Melody took on in place of her mother in their family. She has inherited her mother’s life and every expectation her grandparents have.
Iris’s comments reveal that being a mother was never something she wanted. Though she wanted Melody, her admission that she didn’t realize motherhood would follow pregnancy indicates more than teenage naivete. It shows that the distance between Melody and Iris stems from Iris’s resentment towards her unplanned pregnancy and Melody’s ability to detect this resentment to a degree. This sets up the novel’s consideration of parent/child relationships and how specific parenting styles have long-term effects on children.
Aubrey is introduced in Chapter 2, and so is his parenting style. His memory of Melody’s conception—his crying out and then apologizing to Iris—is a stark contrast to the profound joy he conveys in watching Melody. This paternal pride is permeated with uncertainty as he fidgets about, suggesting his actions have always been second-guessed in his family. The themes of inheritance and legacy are emphasized through physicality with Aubrey; Aubrey’s uncertainty in self derives from his inability to see himself in his mother, as well as not having a father in his life. Despite his powerful connection to his mother, Aubrey communicates a lack of roots and, therefore, an unstable sense of self.
Furthermore, the chapter introduces the gross disparity between classes represented by Aubrey and Iris’s relationship. Food, here, is used to denote class; by “dipping his fingers into cans of Vienna sausage” (34), Aubrey reveals a childhood about survival, dissimilar to Iris’s upbringing of catered buffets and tailored dresses. One’s relationship to food is an intimate, often vulnerable thing. Access to food is not equal and, consequently, results in associations created in childhood that mark class into adulthood. In this way, the novel marks Aubrey as an outsider.
Chapter 3 works to introduce the importance of ambition to Iris. Once at college, Iris can finally catch up to the goals she’d set long ago. This ambition highlights what little interest Iris actually has in motherhood; she can only see “a future with herself in it—alone” (38). This ambition creates a thread between class and education for Iris. The expectations she has for herself are those she’s inherited from her parents: go to college and get a good job. She also betrays a deep-seated class consciousness in that she associates success with degrees and capitol, but primarily—in line with Aubrey’s chapter—with food. The future she envisions never included Aubrey precisely because she doesn’t associate him with her class. He, instead, is marked by a “tiny darkened apartment” and “margarine” (41). When she is derisive about margarine, laughing and clarifying that it is not real butter, Iris is drawing a clear line between her and Aubrey—a line declaring that she will have access to things he never will.
The greatest source of conflict in Iris’s chapter, though, comes through her struggle with her identity as a mother. Though she asserts that she wanted Melody, cradling her pregnant belly as her mother screamed and beat down on her, Iris’s narration is tinged with regret: “Fifteen. I wasn’t even anybody yet” (44). At 15, Iris couldn’t understand what being pregnant truly meant. Though Iris, Woodson makes a careful distinction between what it is to want something now and to live with it later. Despite loving Melody, Iris’s decision to keep a baby when she is still on precipice of childhood herself had ramifications she could not anticipate. This introduces another major consideration of the text: the lasting impact of decisions made in youth. With that split-second choice to keep Melody, Iris altered her own life and the lives of those around her. This theme, then, ties into inheritance and legacy, demonstrating the generational impact Iris’s decision had.
By Jacqueline Woodson